Miserable

My body felt so miserable yesterday (April 30th) from morning to night. I was experiencing all at once tension headaches, fatigue, achy bones, swollen feet. I had no appetite. I felt ill, lonely, and depressed. When will this pregnancy move on to the next stage of delivery? I really desire spontaneous delivery to happen first before submitting myself to the knife. I'm not yet tempted to take in castor oil.

David and my parents are edgy and probably stressed out from all the calls we get over and over -- "is she born yet?" It's getting a little tiring waiting for Breanna to come out. Sometimes I wonder if she even knows where the exit is.