Fights

David and I have been getting into nasty fights in the past few days. Arguments, relationship hiccups, whatever you call it...we're not getting along well. This makes me start to wonder if we actually should go through with trying for another child because we are not harboring the right environment for either Breanna or a new baby. We won't find out until the first week of August if I really am pregnant.

How am I feeling this week?: Sad
Energy: low
Mood: depressed, anxious, angry
Appetite: eating less than normal
Cravings: orange juice
Sickness: naseaus stomach

Are these early symptoms?

Okay here we go again. I supposedly ovulate between July 20th through July 26th. So far we've tried July 20th and July 23rd ~ tmi (I know but it's exciting to share). I wonder how long it takes for the naseauus feelings to take place after getting pregnant b/c I am definitely feeling them now. It could be psychosomatic ~ meaning that all my gut dizziness is caused by or notably influenced by my sensitive emotions toward this pregnancy. It's true. I'm really excited about making another one but at the same time I have mad and crazy flashbacks of an extended, traumatic experience about 15 years ago. I can get really personal but retelling this experience to you is pretty gut wrenching so I rather not.

Pregnancy Test ~ Negative

I gave in. The pregnancy tests were in my medicine cabinet waiting for that anxious moment. It read that it could be taken 5 days earlier than my missed period - so I took it 8 days earlier. I'm guessing I'm either pregnant or the anxiety and nervousness is making me nauseous.

Days for Ovulation

According to the parents.com fertility predictor, I supposedly ovulate between the following days:

Jun 28, 2009 - Jul 2, 2009
Jul 20, 2009 - Jul 24, 2009

So today is supposedly the day I ovulate. We're going to try.